In The Aged Of 22

alowww....
arini sy update lagi..sjak kblakngn ni gemar plak beblogging..kalo x update blog sndiri, gi mrayap blog org len plak...best2 bace cite korng...cite aku je kot yg ntah hape2...hehehhehe...

okeyh2...straight to the point pleaseee....ske melalut-lalut kn...;p

i was born on 9th jan 1988...so ini bermakne birthday aku pun 09 jan gak la...dan ini bermakne gak yg birthday aku dh lepas...hehehhe...n thats mean, thn ni genap umor aku 22 thn...tue ke? xkot..mude remaje lagi...bak kate britney spears.."i'm not a girl, not yet a woman"...mksdnye, 'in a middle' la...
byk perubhn yg aku rase dlm diri aku sejk aku gnp 22 thn...yg pling ketare is, skang ni aku lbh byk berfikir...bende kecik pun nk pikir meleret2...smpai rase bebanan sgt..utk menyenangkn korng bace, (kalo ade org nk bace la kn)...meh aku wat sblm dn slps 22 thn..lebih sistematik sket...;p


before 22...
- pemikirn x brape nk mtang
- x serious
- kalo ade prob, xske pikir pjg2..what will happen, will happen (my philosophy at tat time)
- x pikir sgt psl jodoh2 niyh
- terlalu byk bergantung pd mak ayah smpai mak ayh sndiri x yakin ngn aku...(a.k.a manje)
- asik pikir psl asigment,test,exam (student la ktekn)
- org kate : xde prasaan (biarlah mereka mau kate ape.AAK.bahahaha)
- byk brangn..tp rasenye skang pun byk brangn gak...;p
- sentiase 'happy' umpama idup aku ni x penah ade mslh...
- x penah nangis sbb lelaki, nangis sbb study...(ingt lagi waktu aku nangis sbb subj akaun aku truk gile nk mampos..rase frustrated sgt..mcm dh xde hari esok buat aku..heheh..over tol waktu tu)
- sgt2 x ske amik tau hal org...mslh org aku xmo cmpur..bkn cmpur, bincang ke discuss ke gossip ke pun aku x mau...(baek tol aku dulu an...)
- me with my own world
- xske make-up...sbb tu duit aku cukup je tiap bln...heheheh...
- sgt2 ske rebonding rambut...hahahah...ape kejadahnye la...asik rosakkn rmbut je..
- etc2 (knape etc??? sbb byk lagi yg aku x ingt..nk jot down smue pun cm x logik je an..)

muke sunggh suci bersih kn...hihihihi

after 22
- sgt2 byk berfikir
- bende2 kecik pun dok pikir berat2...
- asik berfikir 'agak2 aku kawin umo brape?' heheheh...
- kerap tension..(byk pikir punye psl)
- trase agak 'kurang bijak' sbb dh lame x tgk buke aka study... (i'm a gov servant now!)
- mak ayah dh yakin ngn aku sket2
- mak ayah mule tanye psl bf...hish, aku cukup x ske..blom mase utk berkongsi
- nk carik bf yg bagos je...
- asik menilai org je
- byk berfikir
- byk berfikir n
- byk berfikir
- mule stress ngn org sekeliling
- kwn2 smue terdiri dr org yg ske bersolek jadi aku pun terikut-ikut la...(hish, aku x ske tau..muke aku dh x selicin dulu)

dh pandai colour wambut dh...tp halal tau...syurah je

itu dia aku...kdg2 benci gak umo 22 ni...ntah ape la jadi kalo dh umo 23 ke 24 ke...dan sterusnye..lg byk pikir ke? penat ar pikir ni sbenanye..dh la pikir bende yg x berfaedah..kalo pikir sbb nk exam ke, nk wat quiz ke..berfaedah sket...

k, la...till then...kpale aku tetibe sakit lak...daaaaa

Kawan

salam semua...dh lame x update niyh...almost a month...
kalo ikot ati mmg slalu nk update tp takot merepek2 lak nanti...
so, today...nk update la sket...just short n sweet...

this thursday will be the last day for my best fren working here with me at IPPM...
sgt sedih...although kitorng just kenal only almost a year, but a lot of things we share togather..
die dpt transfer ke johor follow her husband...so sad, but at the same time, i'm happy for her too...
hope die akn lbh bhgia dismping husband yg tersyg n cpt2 dpt baby...
thanks for everything...thanks 4 being a gud listener...thanks 4 all your advice..gonna miss u so much...muachx....

our last weekend togather...

n i'm still here waiting for transfer too actually but donna when my time comes...sabr je la...just wanna experience new environment, new frens n the important thing is new boss...